Deep.

for this new phase of my life. i wish to make them happy while i still can. be there for them as much as i can. make time for them while i still can. and spend more time with them as much as i can.

time is precious. i'm out most of the days during the weeknights. and weekends is all i got. away for a very long while. so this is the time for me to pay back those missing times.

they told me to carry on with life. grab the opportunities outside. take up the challenge while I am still young and carefree. and to not worry about them.

apparently that's not the easiest thing to do. the opportunity here may not be as great as what the future holds for me out there. but then again. this makes me happy and content enough to get through life. and God is fair. i know He is.