After effect

the one thing that my friends and i have to agree about coming back is it changes you in a way. we are not the same person anymore. being in a comfort zone, makes us somewhat less responsible. more relaxed and chilled because most of us are born in a quite fortunate environment. not having to worry about money as much. living in our parent's house. and having that shoulder to rely on most of the time. and always having another person to catch us if we fall, those things are what we'd call the living in a comfort zone life.

it's sort of the easier way of life kind of way. all we have to worry about is how to get through life. work. and all we have to do is just. Work. Chill. Sleep. Work.Chill. Sleep. and What we want to do with our monthly salary. which fully goes to us and not to the many many bills. bills. bills like before. we don't even have our own family to work for. hence making life a lot easier at the moment. and since the availability of food is abundant, we are also not required to cook as much.

i kind of miss. the old more responsible. take life more seriously, not having the other person who'd catch me if I fall old self. because that teaches me a lot about hardship. being independent. and responsible.

it's a common thing that we all share at the moment. and its not just coming from us 3 last night. but from most of my friends that resides together while we were over there.

i wonder what else would change about me and the others in the next 5 years...