zidane

Zinedine Zidane.
I don't know much about football.
but i know there was once i used to have a big crush on him.
suddenly. jatuh cinta semula. lols. wonder what he is up to now. hehe



smart gila sih. and his last moment in football that i remember. haha. of course. the headbutt.

go confidently in the direction of your dreams
and live the life you've imagined.

this saying has inspired me these past few weeks
to do less of the talking crap and more on the working hard side.
well here comes the dream chaser. bring it on Monday
I so can't wait to do u now! =)

reason behind mahu pulang secepat mungkin

okay okay..in relation to the last post mahu pulang secepat mungkin. i think i know where all that came from. well my sister is getting married. yes a sister of mine is getting married. a very close one indeed. i'm just all sad because i did not get to spend time helping her with wedding preparation and such.

i mean when my eldest sister got married, i was the one who went here and there with her and mom to find kenduri stuff. though i also complain a lot at that time, cos i was tired and all i know that deep down i enjoyed helping them.

but now here i am. stuck in this big continent called Australia.i want to be there for her. help her out in choosing themes, bunga telor, wedding dress, wedding cards and etc. but with me being here i can't do much of those.

so because of that i have decided that i'm gonna help her decorate her bilik room.haha..i've always got a magic touch when it comes to decorating and designing rooms. well i kind of think so. am a big fan of debbie travis. and learn a lot from her tv show.

i already got a theme in my head on how i want the room to look like. u ladies at home just hang in there and wait till i come back this 19th dec.so this one is going to be a piece of cake.

seriously can't wait!

mahu pulang secepat mungkin

i really can't wait to come back home. seriously 2 months more feels like a million years right now with exams and everything just around the corner. everyday i'm filled with dreaded feeling all due to studying.

tired of browsing through books and stuff to read and study about. nutrition is getting boring. seriously boring. it's exciting in the first 2 years of uni but now its just the same old thing with some new stuff add in together. i don't feel the purpose of going to uni anymore. this is especially true for my nutrition and disease class. seriously though i have not done any course like it.

I've certainly written a paper on it. it makes me feel sick to read and study about the same thing over and over again. sigh. this is not just coming from me. it's coming from a whole bunch of nutrition student who has been my classmates for almost 3 years now.

but anyhow..its 3 weeks left before i leave uni..i won't be going to classes anymore after this. no more boring undergrad lectures..no more walking to uni to go to class and etc.

and if my fate leads to working next year. i'll have to work. if my fate leads to studying again. then hooraay research here i come. unlike others my life is so uncertain next year. with all this scholarship stuff i wouldn't know what will be in-stored for me next year.

sometimes i wanna work. so that i can come back home to my beloved family. but at times i would love to still stick around here being playful and etc. i would love to get the chance of still being a student for another year before i step in to the adult life. but then again. i know that my family wants this for me. i don't think they'd be happy with just a 3year degree. and sometimes i think the same too.

so in a way though sometimes i don't wanna stay here anymore, i'd still have to.i'm so confused with my feelings. maybe i don't really know what i want for next year. but i will try my best to keep my options open(study or work) by aiming high for this semester.

but then in the end i will let fate show me the way and be grateful for it. cos i always believe that there is a hikmah in everything that happen.

one thing for sure! I CAN'T WAIT FOR GRADUATION! =D

Hi blog readers.

everything in my life is going so well right now. I'm reaching the end of my study program and I am hell nervous about it. life has been too great for me compared to last year. i think diyana me and belle are a much happier person than we used to be. all for the reason moving together. we have our weaknesses and everything but i have learn to look beyond it. now i couldn't careless about littlest thing that makes me unhappy.


this few weeks i have been busy celebrating raya going to open houses here and there. it took up a lot of my time but this time around socializing makes me happy. socializing with people that i feel like i can be myself around them. the girl who is just a girl. girl. and surrounded with great girl friends to laugh and share my thoughts with. that's a whole lot of fun.

and just recently a very close girl friend of mine is somehow in love. she reminds me a lot of the first few dates i went with razwan. the whole dup dap i'm nervous thing. the whole dup dap what should i wear thing. the whole dup dap i don't want to look like i tried too hard thing when i get ready and many of other dup dap things that makes anyone who is in-love; hell nervous.

those feeling will continue even until u go through many many dates after that. i'm happy to see her all smiley and happy. but at the same time i hope that she won't forget her friends. i hope i never did forget my best friend last time. but then, i would not know how she felt about it at that time. but i hope that i've been a great friend at that time though i have someone new in my life. may be that is one of the reason that our friendship drift apart. she was into new things and i was into him.

well if u my friend are reading this i hope that i have never neglected you during those times. and if i did i would like u to know that i feel terrible about it. since now we are so departed (though we still talk and such). i still wished things didn't happen the way it did.


sincerely
Aza